New Job.

Well, a lot has happened. First off, I got a new job. I actually have to work full time again. Atleast it is a Monday thru Friday job. I am off by 4 and on Fridays I am off at 1. So that is good. But their insurance sucks so I am going to be picking up Tanner's. Only thing is, he can't put me on his until October. So no trying for babies again until that happens. Even then, we may just hold out because my baby sister is currently pregnant. Everyone has been giving her an extremely hard time say things like "how can you do this to your sister" and other things. Well, she didn't do it on purpose and if I can understand that, why can't others. I am extremely happy for her. A little jealous yes but that is expected. I am not one bit mad at her though and I am a little excited. Atleast now I can buy baby stuff. I have seen so many cute things that I want to buy thinking "no, I can't or I will really jinx myself and never have kids" so now I will just buy it for her. She is due in April so I am pretty sure we will wait until next July before doing invitro. Maybe even August. I want to have a summer baby since everyone seems to be having babies in April, August, September, October, and November. I am shooting for a May or June baby. I know, I am getting a little picky but when you spend almost $30,000 trying to get pregnant I think you should get some choices. Tanner wants to go as far as picking the sex but I personally want some excitement left in it. lol. Anyways, when I get on his insurance, I think as long as I have it for 6 months before doing IVF, it will actually cover a lot of the cost. I hope that is true. In the mean time, I plan to spoil the shit out of Joni and her new and upcoming baby. I am hoping she has a girl. I will probably update on here again soon. I am finally able to express myself again and not cry all the time. That's it for now so until next time.